Final Thoughts
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 at 10:45AM I am sitting on the train heading from Koyasan back to Shinimamiya (Osaka) having made my final pilgrim’s stop. I didn’t get much sleep last night as the walls in the temple were paper thin (literally!) and there was a Japanese trio talking loudly and nonstop until 11pm. I tried to encourage them to quieten down but they just ignored me. Unfortunately, my ear plugs were back at the hotel. It wouldn’t have been so bad but they started up again at 4am and I got no further sleep after that time. Around 6am I filed in for the morning temple ritual which lasted around 1 ½ hours. It was a bit of an ordeal and I had trouble staying awake. I had to resist the temptation to leave and go back to bed.
On one side of the hall, a group of around 10 monks were chanting a Tantric version of a Perfect Wisdom Sutra, while on the other side a nun was engaged in a goma ceremony. I had little understanding of what was going on which limited my engagement. One nice touch was that the monks invited the observers (there were 8 of us) to participate in one section of the ritual. I was invited to place a water bowl on a stand and then to sprinkle some incense on a brazier. I wasn’t sure what it all meant in the context of the ritual but I didn’t mind.
Eventually, the ritual came to an end and I had managed to sit through it. By now I had noticed that not all of the monks were Japanese; the guy orchestrating the ritual appeared European as did one of the nuns. The European monk turned out to be German and he invited all the observers for tea which was a nice touch. He was called Kurt and spoke quite a bit of English and so he explained a few elements of the ritual to me and I told him a bit about my background. A few minutes later the nun arrived who was called Sanya and was Croatian. Both spoke Japanese, English, and whose knows what else. Sanya had been translating a Shingon text into English as part of a Ph.D project. It never ceases to amaze me how adaptable some Europeans can be.
I had a more extended talk with Sanya and she explained that the goma ceremony is concerned with the purification of defilements. There is a series of visualisations that goes with the ritual, especially of the deity Fudō Myo-o, who I have mentioned previously and who is especially concerned with the eradication of spiritual obstacles. Sanya also explained that some of the sticks she throws on the ritual fire are from congregation members who hope through having these sticks offered and burnt that they themselves will also be purified. The more I talked with Sanya and Kurt I began to realise that their spiritual lives and training was not really so different from mine. Both seemed to have quite an ecumenical, inclusive attitude and had clearly studied many things. Sanya had previously practised Zen for instance. Increasingly, the Buddhist world is a global one and to be a Buddhist means to be aware of the entire legacy of the Buddhist tradition, not just one little corner.
I had mixed feelings about my temple stay. Yesterday evening I felt myself wishing I hadn’t bothered: it was cold, noisy, and very expensive. However, today having attended the ritual and learnt something of the lives of some Japanese temple priests I felt pleased to have had the encounter. I was so impressed by the dedication and sincerity of the European priests who have transplanted themselves into an alien culture in order to engage with the Buddha-Dharma.
As I now sit typing this final posting in my Osaka hotel room on the eve of my return to the UK, I am reflecting on my good fortune to have been able to visit Japan and, in particular, all the people who have helped me to get here and to find my way around while I have been here. Rather than single individuals out, I will follow the general Mahayana procedure at the end of any act that my produce benefits:
May the merit gained
In my acting thus
Go to the alleviation of the suffering of all beings.
May all be embraced and blessed by the spirit of universal compassion that is Kannon.













